Is it my fault im such a good guy?
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Dahil sa request ni jmee at angge...
okay ito na...
a small part of my filling...
my last letter 2 my ex...
which i don't even know if she actually read...
Sorry. Good luck. Hope. These are just three words from a dictionary full. Yet even the whole dictionary would be inadequate to convey the true depth of my feelings. Still, words are all I have. Can mere words encompass the totality of feelings? I don’t think so. Nor I can believe that love is just a bunch of neurons and electrical impulses doing a chemical dance in our heads.
Sorry for everything that I did. I just don’t want to reminisce all my mishaps or maybe it is because I don’t even remember. Though the other faults where not totally my responsibility it is still a part of me so I’m sorry. I never expected you to react this way on the things I did, but that is what I like about you, you’re different. Lastly and again sorry…
Good luck. I have a good life and so do you but my life is more complicated than yours. You see I had tried to place you in the part my life where you should not be. I tried to save something that was already dead. Still I have no regrets. The moment I realized his existence I knew I have to stop. You love him and hopefully he would return it. If you are angry or worried that things between both of you might get complicated when I’m around do not worry for I was never and never will interfere. For as my saying goes "I was never given the right to deprive anyone of a smile". All I want is the sight of you being happy and if it is with him then I’m all for it. I wish the best for the both of you. Lastly, if everything between both of you worked well try writing it in a story and later on I would gladly make it a film.
Hope. There is so many things I did and some things that I didn’t. Hopefully you will forgive me for everything. Don’t worry you already told me to stop so I would. Though loving is not something to say sorry for I would still say sorry for loving you. I thought I would never fall in love again thus my age limit of having relationships. But you made me fall in love once more. You had shown me a new world. Thus, you would occupy a special place in my life. Hopefully we could be friends again like we used to.
One last thing, I had set my computer to October 22, 2004 7am a day before we met and I wish you would also do the same, in this simple way we could go back in time and pretend to forget the things that happened. Just like that, it wouldn’t be easy for me but that’s just the way it is things would never be the same.
Smile lang lagi ha ang ganda mo kasi pagnakangiti ka.
Korny ko no.
Oo nga pala ako yung manhid.
-that's all folks hope you enjoy my deep dark side...- Marlon J. Locsin
kada : Marlon J. Locsin
[!] Is it my fault im such a good guy?
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Dahil sa request ni jmee at angge...
okay ito na...
a small part of my filling...
my last letter 2 my ex...
which i don't even know if she actually read...
Sorry. Good luck. Hope. These are just three words from a dictionary full. Yet even the whole dictionary would be inadequate to convey the true depth of my feelings. Still, words are all I have. Can mere words encompass the totality of feelings? I don’t think so. Nor I can believe that love is just a bunch of neurons and electrical impulses doing a chemical dance in our heads.
Sorry for everything that I did. I just don’t want to reminisce all my mishaps or maybe it is because I don’t even remember. Though the other faults where not totally my responsibility it is still a part of me so I’m sorry. I never expected you to react this way on the things I did, but that is what I like about you, you’re different. Lastly and again sorry…
Good luck. I have a good life and so do you but my life is more complicated than yours. You see I had tried to place you in the part my life where you should not be. I tried to save something that was already dead. Still I have no regrets. The moment I realized his existence I knew I have to stop. You love him and hopefully he would return it. If you are angry or worried that things between both of you might get complicated when I’m around do not worry for I was never and never will interfere. For as my saying goes "I was never given the right to deprive anyone of a smile". All I want is the sight of you being happy and if it is with him then I’m all for it. I wish the best for the both of you. Lastly, if everything between both of you worked well try writing it in a story and later on I would gladly make it a film.
Hope. There is so many things I did and some things that I didn’t. Hopefully you will forgive me for everything. Don’t worry you already told me to stop so I would. Though loving is not something to say sorry for I would still say sorry for loving you. I thought I would never fall in love again thus my age limit of having relationships. But you made me fall in love once more. You had shown me a new world. Thus, you would occupy a special place in my life. Hopefully we could be friends again like we used to.
One last thing, I had set my computer to October 22, 2004 7am a day before we met and I wish you would also do the same, in this simple way we could go back in time and pretend to forget the things that happened. Just like that, it wouldn’t be easy for me but that’s just the way it is things would never be the same.
Smile lang lagi ha ang ganda mo kasi pagnakangiti ka.
Korny ko no.
Oo nga pala ako yung manhid.
-that's all folks hope you enjoy my deep dark side...- Marlon J. Locsin
kada : Marlon J. Locsin