Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ready steady cant hold me back. ready steady Give me Good luck. ready steady never look back. lets Get started ready steady Go!! ayan ang laman nang isip ko ngayon. haha
kada : poor java boy
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
FERK
as i look in the mirror i was surprised
because i can hardly recognize myself-
is that me smiling?
a smile.
i never saw that smile
or maybe i did
it's just been so long since i last saw it
but why am i smiling?
why am i smiling about HIM?
it doesn't mean anything when he said
he misses me
even if he says it everyday
and everynight
so what if he says he wants you where he
is
wherever he goes and as often
as possible?
it doesn't even say anything
when he brigs you to your office
and calls you up once in a while
just to check
and when he asked you if it was okay
to go out with an old friend
and asked you if you were angry
you said you weren't, right?
then i said,
i'd rather smile now because i know someday i might
have to leave him
once his heart heals,
my job is done
and it would be my turn to heal
because as i help him heal his wounds
i make some of my own
and he will not understand why i have them
or at least
he shouldn't know
afraid to let go of the feeling
even if i know it's best
what an irony, how i help him with his heart
and how helpless i am with my own
if i seek your help
will you feel what i feel now?
just thinking. no, hoping
that you might
stupid, that's what i am.
and stupid i'll remain till that day when
you wouldn't need me anymore.
and when that day comes
i'll look back in the mirror and see
how that smile made me change
and how that change made me smile.
kada : ehjiboi
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
ready steady cant hold me back. ready steady Give me Good luck. ready steady never look back. lets Get started ready steady Go!! ayan ang laman nang isip ko ngayon. haha
kada : poor java boy
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
FERK
as i look in the mirror i was surprised
because i can hardly recognize myself-
is that me smiling?
a smile.
i never saw that smile
or maybe i did
it's just been so long since i last saw it
but why am i smiling?
why am i smiling about HIM?
it doesn't mean anything when he said
he misses me
even if he says it everyday
and everynight
so what if he says he wants you where he
is
wherever he goes and as often
as possible?
it doesn't even say anything
when he brigs you to your office
and calls you up once in a while
just to check
and when he asked you if it was okay
to go out with an old friend
and asked you if you were angry
you said you weren't, right?
then i said,
i'd rather smile now because i know someday i might
have to leave him
once his heart heals,
my job is done
and it would be my turn to heal
because as i help him heal his wounds
i make some of my own
and he will not understand why i have them
or at least
he shouldn't know
afraid to let go of the feeling
even if i know it's best
what an irony, how i help him with his heart
and how helpless i am with my own
if i seek your help
will you feel what i feel now?
just thinking. no, hoping
that you might
stupid, that's what i am.
and stupid i'll remain till that day when
you wouldn't need me anymore.
and when that day comes
i'll look back in the mirror and see
how that smile made me change
and how that change made me smile.
kada : ehjiboi